Hello visitors, glad to see you again. Thanks for visiting
my blog by the way. A little different from another post cause in this time, I
wanna share you my personal story. That’s what blog is for right? J This may not as “wow”
as yours, but this is so “wow” for me (if you know what I mean) LOL. Are you
ready guys? Keep your eyes opened :p hhihi
Umm, well this is my first post in 2013 and also my second
post since I’m be collegian B-) yeah collegian, a status that confiscates my
time . To many assignment that must be done in specific deadline, a status that
changes my life. My point of view of life!
May 2012, I started to connect my internet connection to see
a miracle from Allah that might be put my name into one of the list. List of
student that pass to the state-university in undangan way (?), you know it such
a chance for student to be passed in their favorite university without test. It
only selecting the semester report *back to the story* But there was such
trouble shoot in i-net that officially made me so worried. I’m like “could you
be a nice partner sincerely only in this time?” *kiss my laptop* but It still
didn’t work. “Cmon darl, what’s wrong on you?” And I getting kesyeeeeellllll
*eh I mean getting fed up. After that unexpected moment, I decided to go to the
internet centre and tried to open the announcement there. With Bismillah I entried my number and password.
Guess what???? I Failed! Failed guys L My heart broke a
little when I saw the “sorry” word there. Kill me please!!! Actually, I wanna
cry so loud but I still aware and mature enough to not do it. I have to lost my
dream to be nutritionist. For me, nutritionist is a suitable job for a woman.
Why I said so? Beside we learn how to manage our consumption, we also learn how
to be good future mother also. I mean, managing consumption is a main duty of
mother right? Well Allah has something better for me J Lanjuuttt???
Show must go on right? I have to move on as fast as
possible. I have to take another chance to be a collegian, that’s a dream most
of graduated-student of high school. Let me try again. Then, I followed test of
statistic school and medical school department of pharmacy. It seems that both
of them is not my way. I getting depressed. I felt that I had gloomy future.
Poor you sucii!!!
But I believe that there is a light in every shadow, there
is a plan in every tomorrow and there is a joy in every sorrow. I still had
last chance. SNMPTN tulis. Fight till die :9 I studied harder and keep focus on
my main goal. I tried to avoid everything that could disturb my concentration.
Everything! Included about love Anyway, did you ever feel hate and love someone in
the same time? I ever *proudly answer* hha *forget it*
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What do you think about chemical engineering guys?
Chemistry? Bomb? Physic? Difficult? You have some idea with me. But I just have
one simple reason why I choosed chemical engineering in SNMPTN tulis, because I
Love chemistry J
whahaha. Someone ever asked me, why you don’t choosed FKIP chemistry? I just
can say “to be a teacher is not my passion”. At the end, only me know what I really
want to be. I ever imagine, what if I choosed Indonesian literature? I also
love writing. I could write many things that I couldn’t say. I could work out
by means of writing. But, everytime I asked my parent and my friends, most of
them disagree if I choose Indonesian literature. They want me to think twice. Well
yeah, for the second time I have to lost my dream. But wait, to be a good
writer and good future mother we don’t have to learn it in college right? We can
learn it by ourselves, by our experience especially.
June 2012. Finally the day comes. About 1 hour again I could
see the announcement in internet. But there is such a little fear in me to open
that. Oh god, I wish you hear me, hear my wish, hear my dream. 18.00 WIB. Jrenggggg,
time’s up ci!! Stop galau-ing and start to entry your number and password. Bismillah.
Alhamdulillah, I got it guys. And know, I’ve been finished 1
semester in chemical engineering of sriwijaya university. Wait my another story
yaaa
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